I am expecting something. I am such a rediculous person that I turn on and off my laptop many times every single day, and when I turn it on, I will check the mailbox to see whether there's some news. And I visit xiaonei.com and facebook to see what happened to people around me. I am so stupid. I know that I can only check the mailbox once or twice a day. And xiaonei and facebook are not meaningful, at all, which I should ignore.

I am expecting something to happen. I just applied a position yesterday and I begin to expect the news today. How rediculous I am. Time passes by without change. I hate myself. I am not worried at all, about my future. Why? I seem to get lost.

I am peeping at others. I cannot remember when I began to like gossip (Actually I just learned the word "gossip" some days before). But there's no person to gossip with, and so I peep at people on the internet. I saw the pictures of the boy who I fancy, on facebook, and he seems so handsome. But he took the pictures with a girl. I suppose that she must be his girlfriend.  And I know myself is also being peeped. There is a person who visit my xiaonei.com homepage everyday, and I know that it was him. But we did not tell each other about the peeping behavior, which seems like a tacit agreement.