Lunar new year, to me, is nothing more than eating and talking. And of course my birthday. But I never celebrate the birthday on lunar calendar and I almost forget it, because according to the lunar calendar I am always one year older.  In our tradition, people are born to be 1 year old, because one has spent one year when it's mother is pregnant. It makes sense but I don't like it.

The most wonderful time has already ended, and this is the worst new year I have ever had. Little mom left and I don't know who can take care of me like a "little mom" in this city. That day early in the morning Sheng left from the airport, and I realized that we would never had a party or a Barbeque any more. And of course I will never find one who can make me angry and cry, ha ha...but still sad. I felt better that I saw him off at the airport that day, and I thought a lot and realized that it's lucky for me to know him, and his family:)  I admire him that he got something which are ever lasting after this short period. But I am still pursuing. It's better that you leave others, but not see off them and yourself is left alone. But luckily I am on my way.

Little mom and Fanfan both have good news. Best wishes for them.

Mukul seems writing blogs every day. I can read them but don't know how to comment. And it seems that he does not mention anything about me :)

Little Mom, hope you love this song:

1,2,3,4

1,2 - 1 2 3 4
give me more lovin then i've ever had.
make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad,
im so glad i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy,
as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.
(i love you)
give me more lovin from the very start.
piece me back together when i fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
best that i've had.
im so glad that i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.i love you
(i love you)
you make it easy, its easy as 1234
theres only one thing two do three words four you i love you
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
thats what ill do i love you
(i love you)
i love you i love you.
one two three four i love you.
(iloveyou)
i love you
(i love you)

She has not started the trip, I already miss her. I meet her every day, study, exercise, cook and have dinner and "gossip" with her. We spent great time. She's my best friend. And I call her "Little Mummy" because she always takes care of me and I am always a baby in front of her.

She's leaving for Seattle, a cold and beautiful place, the day after tomorrow. I hate farewell. How can I spend time alone? The friends of mine, who are used to be around me in the past, now get into relationship one by one. Only my little mummy stays with me, but soon, she will be back to her family, a real family.

Never say good bye! Kabhi Alvida Naa Kehna! Best wishes to you my little mummy! I must fly to your place soon in the future! Find a job and buy candies for me!